Before move Philippines: The decision to leave England was really made in 2014 and I had to prepare myself for this project in three years. The main problem was the lack of money and I had to solve it. I was not sure where I want to go. Come back to Poland, or maybe Thailand, or move Philippines.
How did it looks like before I move Philippines
I am a man who takes a very high risk from life. Investments of various kinds that have fallen into ruin. Companies that did not manage to develop or keep on the market. A lot of bad decisions that usually ended in failure and even bankruptcy. All this, of course, my fault, but I do not regret these lost money because I have learned a lot from this lessons.
There were moments when really everything went great and richly but there were also moments in my life when I was wondering what I would eat today because in the wallet a had few pounds and the creditors were “slamming” doors and windows for their money. In the end, everything I was able to be put in order, organize some money and leave.
The need to change the environment
I do not know how to call it. Maybe the middle age crisis and maybe just want to change the environment and start everything from scratch. I know only one thing. Everything took off after my partner with whom I have two sons in England told me that she met somebody. This period was very hard for me and at the same time triggered an avalanche of events and decisions regarding my future.
I experienced this very much because I have two sons, Alan and Fabian, and I did not want them to grow up without me.I knew that they need me, and on the other hand I was happy that now in my life there will be great changes and I believe It will be good for me and my sons future.
Decision to move
I sold the house and a few things and all the other valuable things I left my ex and a colleague with whom I rented a room for last two months before I moved to Philippines. I stood in front of the house and thought. This is the end of this nightmare. I’m fucking out of here.
I bought a ticket to Thailand because I wanted to have fun there and relax, full relax, chillout. That’s what I needed. I chose the most fucking city in the world which is Pataya. 🙂 How it was in Thailand I will not write because it would be possible to write a book or to make a great movie 🙂 I thought I would see how it is there and then go on philippines. Where I wants to live will decide afterwards. I did not know how my life would look but I came here with a plan for my life.
Will I realize my Plan?
I have no idea but everything is going in the right direction and I am full of optimism. I knew however that if I live in England I will be unhappy. So what I had to lose. I did not like my job as a truck driver and I did not have the idea of living in England. I have plans for my development and one of them was the need to leave this racist country which is England and live in paradise.