My life story: Let me introduce myself. I’m Quenne Mae from Bohol Philippines. I’m a simple woman who want to have a happy family.
I grew up in my grandparents because i don’t have father. I have mother but i think she don’t want to take care of me so she left me in my grandparents house.. I’m still grateful because i have grandparents who care and love me as their own daughter. Since childhood i always dreamed to have a father or mother who will care and love me. But until now it is still a dream.
My life Story when I was growing up
When i was 16 or 17 years old i had a lot of problems that i wished i could tell to my parents but sadly i don’t have parents. In this year it seems like i really want to feel the love of a parents. So i started looking a boyfriend that can give me the loved that i’m looking for. Until i found a man who willing to give the love and care that i’m looking for. I left my grandparents house without there permission. I just left a letter to let them know where i am. For how many months i got pregnant. Everything is okay in this time. After nine months i give birth of my little angel. I’m the happiest woman this time.
Until the day comes that everything has changed. We all the time fighting of the father of my daughter and sometimes he beat me. He was irresponsible to me and my daughter. I do my best to stay in this relatioship for the seek of my daughter because i want her to have complete family. But i was thinking what is a future of my daughter . Our relationship is not working so both of us decided to have broke up. Its hurt me. My grandparents still accepting me for all what i did to them. I started a new life with the help of my grandparents and auntie.
Seeking for Love
A few years ago i found a new love with a Foreigner. I thought he is the one. When we are in new relationship he show me the love and care. He had many promises. He help me for everything. But if i’m sick he don’t want that i will be near at him because the virus will transfer to him. It sounds weird for me but i accept it. I just can’t understand why he still chatting many girls even i’m already his girlfriend. I tried to understand him because maybe its only a friend.
Until one day he said to me that his not happy in our relationship and he asked me for break up. I tried to convinced him to stay in our relationship but still he didn’t listen to me. So i give him freedom even its hurt me a lot and i started to move on.
After one week he came back and asked for a second chance so i give him a second chance because i still love him. As what they said everyone deserve a second chance. He changed when we was together, he was more sweet and caring and he promised that he will never hurt me again.
One day he asked me that he need to go somewhere to attend the wedding of his friend. So i said ‘yes you can go’ because i trust him.
In his first day on that places he chatted me that dont worry i will be alright here, please trust me and when i come back i have surprise on you. But in the second day and next day i didn’t recieved any messages from him. I was worried so much. I all the time call his phone but he never answered and i sent many messages on him that i was worried about him but he never replied.
Until one day i saw his profile picture with his ex girlfriend. I was down and i’m so hurt for what i saw. I call him to asked about the photo then he finally answer the only one he said to me im sorry quenne im still inlove my ex girlfriend and its not your fault its my fault. In that time im in so much pain. He said many bad things about his ex girlfriend but why he choose that girl?
I tried to find myself
Im so down and i don’t know how to move on.. I all the time crying. Im always asking why its so unfair, why its all the time happen on me, am i deserving in this heartaches and what is wrong on me why everyone leave me, and why everyone don’t love me. I’m in high fever for almost 2 weeks . Its really hard for me to move on. All his promises is broken. It takes a long time before i accept that hes gone and takes a long time to heal my broken heart.
I decided to study for my daughters future. My studies help me a lot to forget about my past. Its just vocational course. I graduated as a academic excellence course Food and Beverages Services. I started my training in Hotel and Restaurant.
Wow, its really happened …
Im alone in my boarding house and it was so bored for me. So i decided to use online dating. Someone chatted me ”hi” and then i replied ‘hello” until he asked my facebook account. So i give him my facebook account and there we started chatting each other. His name is Mariusz a polish man who lives 13 years in Northampon England but he already in Siquijor Philippines . We chatted and video call everyday and night. Everyday we know each other more. I have something feelings for him and for me he was really a good man. Until he decided to come and meet me in Bohol. I feel excited and nervous on that time.
Finally we meet together. He is really gentlemen and good guy. I feel so special if i’m with him. He meet my family and finally he asked me to become his girlfriend. What i feel for him is different before. We spent time together and he show me his love. We are in long distance relationship in a few weeks.
Serious Decision and new beginning
So we decided to live together. Now we are living together with my daughter in Siquijor. I am so lucky to have him in my life. He is my best friend and boyfriend. He motivate me and he help me to have a self confidence. I feel a real love and care. For what i looking for before i only feel with him.He makes me feel that im so important of him and he is my private doctor because when im so sick he is always in my side. Sometimes we have fights, arguments and misunderstanding to each other but we face it together. All i can say he is a perfect man for me. I want to stay with him with the rest of my life.
I believe Everything happen for a reason.
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